this morning, i realized that it’s actually been a while since i thought about my word of the year. after more analyzing, i decided that my lack of thought was only because i was actually doing it with more ease and didn’t have to focus so much on it or remind myself. be it the consistency of connection with God that comes with doing the 60-60, the previous weeks of my “surrender, trust, and obey” mantra, or whatever, i have actually been doing those things and life has been nice. not perfect, of course, but nice.
yay! progress!!
*enter large bus that hits me with incredible force*
today, i felt like a delicate willow tree being blown to and fro with any breeze, big or small.
it was kind of annoying but, i suppose, useful in reminding me of how i always need to rely on God’s vision since my own is so warped and limited. i hadn’t forgotten. but you can be reminded of things you know.
thankfully, though it can look like the willow tree is going crazy in the wind with the little branches blowing wildly, the trunk and roots are firmly planted and cannot be moved. that’s a reassuring thought.
i have spent the past few hours being productive. i wasn’t really wanting to be so ant-like but my boredom got so extreme, i had no other options. Read the rest of this entry »